Please stop this feeling, I can't take it anymore.

It's not funny anymore and I don't want to do this anymore.

I'm sick of talking to everyone, I'm sick of being nothing to nobody.

The only somebody that I am is to a husband I don't communicate with, I don't see, I don't love. And I am powered by love.

And I'm sick of this fake shit. this shit that people say they have for me. I yearn to be loved. To be hugged, and kissed, and touched, and wanted, and admired, and.........

Now I can't stop crying. Fuck I'm so done.